Feel it's taste where it suddenly disappears as you close your mouth, tasting only it's sweetness with nothing else left. Confused, elated, you take another bite. Having the same experience. Disappearing, melting in your mouth with the only thing left is the sweetness that drives you to take the next bite.
How cotton candies could be so special, bringing smiles to little children faces and brings warmth to your heart. But it disappears, just as fast as you feel the excitation of the taste. Do you remember the last time you felt something so strong and the next thing you know it is gone? What's left is just a glimpse of what that had been there, a slight taste that would also fade as the seconds pass you by, and you wonder to yourself, was it really there? Is it just your mind playing tricks on your heart, or your heart just longing for something too much, making it appear as if it was really there.
I have always loved to be in control, as I hate uncertainties so much. This time, I'll just let it go, and let it be...
I was in the ward round with Dr. Jazz, Dr. Keanu and Dr. Shanti, and of course Dr. Malek when suddenly he said, "Do not think that being a doctor you can be arrogant. Being arrogant is God's right. The only time you have the right to be arrogant is in war, when you are protecting your religion, your country or your family." He was definitely right. Being in the wards make me realize that not everyone is as fortunate as to know what will happen to them in a few years time if they do not control what they take and what they do. Some just happens to end up in a comatose state, others whining without being able to address the matter as we cannot understand them at all. It's heartbreaking.
All I can say is, if you or your parents or anyone you know has hypertension or diabetes or both, please please please get doctor's advice. Yes, we all have a certain life span, but why not living it in a healthy way? People die eventually, but would you want your last memories about someone you love be only pain and sorrow. And to everyone, please control what you eat and what you do! You are what you eat!!!!
So, what's my resolution for 2010???? Yet to come... Haha..
I had a loooooong day today. Classes with Dr. Shu and Dr. Rafizi on ECG followed by BST with Dr. Zul. Yes, it was definitely tiring, yet it was a fruitful day. =)
Anyway, I'll be lonely this week as Kakak is in Terendak =(
CONGRATULATIONS!!! You got 8A's!!! Everyone's super proud. I told you to prove yourself, and you did. Well, now it's the time to take the next step and never look back. At least now no one will compare you with her. Love you lil sys!