Saturday, May 28, 2011

In Love

When you're in love, the world revolves around you and only you. You care not of other people around you. All you think of, you dream of is about the person you love with all your heart.

So what if you fall in and out of love?

Love is not perfect, and it can never stand alone. Love is to be shared, to be felt between two hearts, two souls that agrees to commit and help, support and understand each other.

When being in love, you are able to overcome all the obstacles, how big, be it. You are able to stand proud, knowing the one you love is by your side, and you are willing to do what it takes to make it happen.

But is always takes two to tango. If you dance alone, you'll end up with worn out shoes and aching feet by the end of the night.

So what happens when two people just know that they are meant to be together and wanna spend the rest of their lives in each other's arm?

Yes, yes, yes.

My sister is getting married!!!


I was walking at Westminster Bridge on the way to London Eye when I received her text.

It was sudden, abrupt, unexpected.

When?? July 15th

My tears filled my eyes as the fact slowly settled in. Not because I'm sad. I'm happy, I really am. But the fact that I'll be all alone, creates a huge hole in my heart.

And mind you, I'm not good with goodbyes. I've never been good with it. Never will be.

I've bought my dress for the reception. I hope kakak's wedding will be a spectacular one =)

Love is in the air!!!
hyde park spring 2011

Sunday, May 15, 2011

It Is Not

... just a ring

It is a promise of eternal love

and faith

and devotion

Friday, May 13, 2011

When I Thought...

... I'd be dead bored

Well I found out that Pretty Little Liars Season 2 will be out on the 14th of June

33days left.

That would do, wouldn't it?

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Who Do You Think You Are?

I think Rachel's cover for this is simply awesome!!! I totally heart this episode!!!

All the series are coming to the end of the season. Wonder what I'll do for the next few months without nothing to look forward to.

Study, perhaps?

Friday, May 6, 2011

I Don't Know

If I am strong enough to endure the stress related to this career I've chosen. Its not that I regret involving myself in this field. I would never. I knew that this field would require long hours of work, and sacrifice almost everything else in life. This line would need me to be resilient and a lifetime learner, which is something I am more than willing to be.

But yesterday, what I witness in front of my own eyes was something so heartbreaking that I almost broke down there and then. Thank goodness I had good support from the staff members, and they assured me that it is normal to feel the way that I felt, and that sometimes we need to be to be able to handle these kind of stuff.

For me, it was totally new. I've seen really sick patients, crying family members, but this was different.

What would you feel if you tucked you son in bed perfectly well last night and today he's gone?

I can't even begin to imaging what the family members felt. It must be hard for them. There were screams, cries, everything.

And for me, I need to toughen up this fragile and vulnerable heart of mine to be able to cope. I'm traumatized, definitely, but this is only the first incident I'll be witnessing for the next I don't know how many years in this line of career.

O God please spare this heart of mine.

I'm Not

... a superwoman.

So forgive me please if I make mistakes, because I'm not perfect.

I'm still trying figure out my destiny.

Sunday, May 1, 2011


When is the time that you are allowed to look back on everything you've done in life and regret? Is it ever too young, or too late for it? Then what should you do? Does your life end there and then? How are you supposed to move on knowing that there are some things you can't fix for like.. forever?

Everyone searches for that happy ending, that promise of true eternity that will never leave you in despair, and that part where you are able to hold on to forever.

How many of us actually get their ending? And how many of us still wonders around?

People change all the time, and to those who are constant and determined with what they want in life, things tend to work out just fine. But not everyone gets what they want. Sometimes plans don't really go accordingly, sometimes time gets in the way.

I can't move on.
I can't turn back.
I don't want replay.
I'm stuck.

Can I press the restart button and start over?
All over again.