How would you know?

How would you know if the decision you made is the right one. As I've always mentioned before, life does give you chances, but in the end that is the path you have to follow all your life. You have to be sure, but how? Uncertainties, I still remember, is a culprit in having a happily ever after scenario in one's life.

But how would we make decisions? How would we choose?

Easy, just listen to your heart.

If that's the best for you, you'll have an easy path in the end and it would be possible to be happily ever after. But there is nothing as happily ever after.

I've learned to live my life one day at a time, trying to live it to the very fullest and just be happy and content about it. Sometime life might get into your way and you feel like it's the end of everything, but think back, if you consider yourself as unlucky, think about the other people who have to scrape the ground just to get food, imagine those without parents and have to live with the sympathy of others.

I can't wait to go back. I'm happy that it's finally over.

Oh, Zawir told me to read the Ten Teachers Obstetrics book during the holiday. Urm... I'll think about it. Syazz.. What do you think??? Haha.

I miss wall climbing. Nina's back from Perhentian but I will not see her till next week!! *sob*sob* Never mind, she has to work anyway =P

I miss India *random*

Oh, this morning while in the car I was listening to Taylor Swift's The Best Day and I suddenly miss my parents so much. I obviously do not know how to upload a video here. But well, I'll share the lyrics with you. I miss them, and I wish they were here, somehow. Haih. I feel like being a kid all over again.

I'm five years old
It's getting cold
I've got
A big coat

on

I hear your laugh
And look up smiling at you
And run and run

At the pumpkin patch
The tractor rolls on
The sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep
The whole way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
I know that you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know that I had the best day
With you today

I'm thirteen now
And don't know how my friends
Could be so mean

I come crying
You hold me tight
And grab the keys

And you drive and drive
Until we've found a town
Far enough away

And we talk and window-shop
Until I've forgotten all their names

I don't know who I'm gonna talk to
Now at school
I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay
But I know I had the best day
With you today

I have an excellent father
His strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother
Inside and out
He's better than nothing

I grew up in a pretty house
And I had space to run
And I had the best days with you

There is a video
I found from back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen
And you're talking to me

It's the edge of princesses and pirate ships
And the seven dwarfs
Daddy's smart
And you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

Now I know why all the trees change in the fall
And you were on my side
Even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine

And I didn't know if you knew
So I'm taking this chance to say
That I had the best day
With you today

Most of this events I've experienced - Being in a winter jacket in a snowy lawn, and sometimes I would cry when I get teased at school. Even I remember them reading story books to me and my sisters before going to bed, how we would be delighted when daddy comes home pretending as a wicked witch trying to give us poison apples and how mummy will tell us that we are princesses.

Mummy, daddy, I miss you.

I wont be seeing them till June, since I'll be leaving to Dubai then. I can't wait to do my long due shopping and for one thing, I have never been to Dubai during summer, so yea, wish me luck!

I hope I'll be able to come online when I'm at home, hoping the internet is okay. Since adik is here, I don't have anyone to ask. Anyway, I'll try to update again. I still owe my India and EOP BBQ Partay!!! Hahaha..

I'm hungry. Taa!~