Demand

Aleesya is so grown up now, sometimes I wonder where all the time has been? She's now 8months++ and is really active that sometimes I would just like to hug her and make her be still, but no avail. She'll wiggle her way out to reach for a toy or anything that is in her interest.

Lately she's been exploring the art of walking, and trust me, it is not doing any good to my back. She demands to walk - everywhere! Literally!! And if we carry her she'll just cry. 

But the good thing is, she is really easy to distract so we'll come out with noises and voices to make her be still.

Sayang, why are you growing up so fast? I still want my little baby...

It melts my heart each time she jumps to reach for me when I come back from work, and how clingy she is when I am around. I feel bad for not always being there for her, but I hope she'll understand.

I love you sayang, to the moon and back!

Because of You

My life has changed completely, in a way I never thought it could be. You showed me that it is possible to love a person you've never met before. You showed me how to open up and to love limitless.

I have never imagined myself loving this much, its like my heart is so full of it, yet it can still fill up more.

I have never had the courage to change, to be honest with myself, and to be patient.

Mostly, you've showed me that being me is enough to earn love.

Thank you, my beautiful daughter, Fayruz Aleesya.

I love you