Sometimes...

If I don't do it today, will I regret not doing it tomorrow?

SOMETIMES you wonder if you were someone else, or even lived a different lifetime, or known different people, will things be different. You whine about what the future has installed for you, about the past you've left behind. SOMETIMES you open up old picture albums, listen to your once-favourite-song, look at yourself in the mirror and tears start to fall. SOMETIMES you feel like changing your style, tyhe way you look, your hair, your outfit, everything you have without realizing if someone else is influencing you to become someone that you might not recognize in the coming years, trying to make you a part of their group, or just to make you one of them. SOMETIMES you'll sigh, you feel devastated and frustated with your life where you feel you just want to shut the world out and be in your own little shell where nothing can hurt or harm you.